Is it ever gonna happen?

When i first started this journey back in July i thought for sure something would happen and i would not be able to have this surgery. Step after step i kept thinking OK one obstacle down how many to go? I am so close and still feel that way. I cant think of anything that would hold me back now so why do i keep that thought in my puny brain? I am so looking forward to that day when i post on here my date or better yet i post on here how i am doing after surgery. It's gonna happen you know :) It really is :)

My life is about to change for the better and i cant hardly wait. Sometimes i write on here and don't really expect anyone to reply but rather to just get it off my mind. When i was doing Atkins i belonged to a Atkins site not quite like this one but it helped me to get things off my mind. 100 down while i was there and that was amazing to me that these people whom don't have any clue who i am can be so concerned about me. I am positive without those people i would have never made it. Thanks Jenn :) Thank you all for your posts to not only teach me what to expect but to show me that other people keep things in their puny (don't take it personal haha) brains as well.

I AM NOT ALONE AND THIS SURGERY IS GONNA HAPPEN!!!!